Wednesday 14 September 2016

From some rusted thoughts...

FLOWER SELLER

Every flower,
was either a wreath
-or a bouquet for ma eyes...
Today when i found
-the marvellous colours
and the beauty of its scent
The world is upside down for me.
Amid the glitz and glamour 
of this well lighted city..
Tonight,am the beetle
who struggles on it's dorsum!



ADIEU
I make a thousand boats
for your love to sail away..
I stay holding my breath
as these ripples fade away..

Scars are left in this transparency!
still it reflects my face!
I try to smile again..
concealing the pain!




Friday 25 March 2016

Amongst the blessings of god..

AMONG THE BLESSINGS OF THE GOD....

Yes, among all the blessings he left us with,
The most valued is what he refused to give!

One, is the inability to see the future
You might laugh out at the humour!

Second, is the inability to read minds
There I hoisted sails to all winds!

I always had dreams and I fed on thoughts
I wanted reasons for everything around ...
But when it came to love....
As everyone said.... I found ...
-Love was no respecter of reasons.
I fell in love with a similar crazy half of me!
I drank from the sweetest wine of his.

There was some magic that worked with us,
We figured out each others thoughts..
First from the eyes and then from the soul,
First by guessing and then by believing..
We got "MARRIED"!
Though it was told that by marriage 
-Two are made one forever,
I believed that every heart owns its secrets!
Then  we decided to grow our art of reading.
Words magically reduced to thoughts.
I was thrilled ....
Everytime he told me what I was thinking
Initially I heard his thoughts ,
-Only when we were together ,
And  when he kept his doors
-Ajar for me!!!!
Yet I knew that there will be times
When every man would shut it!
We trained ourselves, then drained ourselves!
Days passed and few years passed .....
We read each other like how we heard ourselves
Then our magic made impossibles happen
He heard "every" thought of mine!!!
He heard me when I slept beside him
When we fought with each other
When I had thoughts about the people around
When I thought of my past 
When I dreamt 
And even when I was miles away from him.
I heard him when we walked through 
A crowded street,every thought that flicked up!
When we walked past beautiful ladies..
When he was busy making money
When he was selfish and rude
When he was jealous and when he hated !
Then it became difficult,
We tried to shut the doors and fasten
But we couldn't .
Time built invisible passage through us
Love disappeared,
We defended our thoughts!
We feared the nakedness of our minds
I was sucked into that blackhole
I sobbed at this tragedy
My tears fell on my skin 
And produced blisters....
I suffocated when he took a breath!
And then it happened
One fine day he MURDERED me!
Sealed his doors,
With  the mud from my grave!
Dear friends and foes  I can tell you today,
When you read others mind, survival is difficult!

Every soul has its secrets though you pretend there's none!
Better those be buried within you than burning at both ends...


Wednesday 23 March 2016

WHERE DARKNESS DWELT



Darkest night the world ever saw,
It was the blindness of my soul.
Earth diminished to moon's dimensions
And my eyeballs grew....
Into great planets that spun!
Still....I was blind!
Perhaps, this is a magical mirror
But my blindness heard 
The unheard voices,
From the guardians of the angel,
Who concealed the elixir of life
-At the depths of her soul.
I was blind!
But my blindness sensed,
The aura that surrounds the creator.
The creator of this darkest night!
The warmth of love ,
That radiates from him!
I wished,
If it would return to me someday
But its too late today!
Blood froze beneath my skin!
Long before the sutures of my skull,
Decided to fuse.....

Darkest night is deceiving.
The mud beneath your bare feet...
Would flow swiftly.
And you would swim,
In the lake of illusions....